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Everything, Now

Everything, now off my chest and
pouring onto the page, like droplets cascading i only think of you when i'm in the shower naked and shivering damp and cold it chills me to the bone to think of your broken promises and pretty words but i suppose every
rose has its thorn and now you'll feel thousands of mine you asked for it with your cowardice and lies take it like a man it might be the only admirable thing you ever do.

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We Will Not Grow Old
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FingerlaceTime and time again, I open myself up --
I never learn from my mistakes. Thoughts and dreams like filigree -- As delicate as fingerlace.
Surrounded by lotus tendrils --
I imagined a lively world of sin. Tangled and bruised and hot --
Over before it could begin.
Moonpale I kissed his lips -- Sore with lust and warm with him. Yet now I whisper lonelymouthed -- Buried in stiflingly blanketed dim.
Expecting silence I rang -- Heartthroat and clamoring for it all. I received the answer in the din -- Quiet is its own phone call. Fingerlace
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Clearly, NoneI don't understand this selfish urge: Write it down, file it away.
How does it make me? you all: Know nothing Of any importance.
I'm not defensive possess is not the word: Neither is mum Clearly, none.
Dandelion clarity stepping down from: Comfort and all That dashing.
I'm not really the running kind: So when my feet move I listen.
Do you? Clearly, None
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CrudeThis, in there Those, in that Theirs, in here Mine, up yours.
I'll be as crude As I feel right now Red inked and Secure as a memory.
Forgive me, While I climb into My cabinet It's move out day. Crude
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Fingerlace

Time and time again, I open myself up --
I never learn from my mistakes. Thoughts and dreams like filigree -- As delicate as fingerlace.
Surrounded by lotus tendrils --
I imagined a lively world of sin. Tangled and bruised and hot --
Over before it could begin.
Moonpale I kissed his lips -- Sore with lust and warm with him. Yet now I whisper lonelymouthed -- Buried in stiflingly blanketed dim.
Expecting silence I rang -- Heartthroat and clamoring for it all. I received the answer in the din -- Quiet is its own phone call.

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Secure As A Memory

Sun May 4, 2008, 2:17 AM

And all of a sudden, I start writing again.

What do I have to say on the matter?

About fucking time.

I needed some poetherapy.

Now I can finally go to bed.

But hey...do me a favor and critique my work?

I'm a little rusty.

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Mood: Tired
Listening to: In Our Bedroom After The War - Stars
Reading: The Early Novels of Virginia Woolf

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my name is amanda. i'm twenty. i love with my ears, and hear with my heart. i rescue myself. i wander around in museums for hours and lose track of time. i like long train rides, the musky scent of lilacs, and the crash of thunder and flash of lightning. i can read your tarot cards if you let me. i'll tell you my secrets if you lean in real close. i am at home when i have grease on my hands and work to do. i collect quotes and song lyrics. i am looking for the next perfect piece of jewelry, and once i find it i will never take it off.

Devious Info

Current Residence: Staten Island, NY.
Interests: Drawing, writing poetry & song lyrics, dreaming.
Favourite band or musician: The Guggenheim Grotto.
Favourite genre of music: Indie.
Favourite artist: Kandinsky.
Favourite poet or writer: Oscar Wilde.
Favourite photographer: Richard Avedon.
MP3 player of choice: Microsoft Zune.
Personal Quote: "Every heart is a package tangled up in knots someone else tied." -Josh Ritter

Website: http://ohloverly.blogspot.com
Email: amandamustafic@yahoo.com
AIM: my only appeal

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~sevgiliben Sep 7, 2007, 10:28:14 AM

~ironyofchance May 28, 2007, 7:51:43 PM

hi, love.
it's me, your secret girlfriend ;]
hahaha. i've had this accout since december but finally got around to really using it.

anyway i love you, & i'll see you soon i hope!

<3

--
-kirsten gail

i'll tell my secrets to the sunrise,
even if your shadow isn't next to mine.